Friday, September 10, 2004
hello.. welll havent been writing much.. haha
as usual.. read the gospel again.. gospel of luke.. =) well, kinda made me realise.. that ive been busy picking on the faults made by others.. and overlooked my own..
i guess.. with so much happening.. and whatever that has happened.. haha.. its hard to concentrate on your own faults.. and less focus on God.. well, im guilty of that la.. haiz.. i dunno..
do you believe in signs? i dunno.. sometimes do you feel as though there is this pushing force within you that is telling you what to do..?? but something else is resisting it.. sth like.. the ood u vs the bad you.. haha.. am i making sense?? well, im feeling it now.. and i dunno... there is this side of me.. well, i suppose u can say the "usual" side of me.. telling me to not hold back sth that ive been dreading.. hmm.. sth personal lahz.. shant say it for now.. while.. there is this cynical side of me.. telling me that this thing is not worth it.. by reflecting on Gods words today.. i mean.. ive come to realise that as much as i have thought myself to be the "innocent" party... i cant say for sure that i dont have any faults.. nobody is perfect.. thats a definite.. and i think we should all learn to accept our own faults first before criticising other ppl.. that way.. we can lead a more humble lifestyle.. =)
sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~natalie seah~
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
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