Thursday, September 16, 2004
hello again...
haiz.. well, once again... feeling that sense of void and pain.. aiyoh.. dont know why lahz.. i mean.. okie.. well, i kinda told someone abou my decision about things.. and... i dunno.. its sth pretty tragic.. and i dunno.. haiz.. feeling really miserable.. but i guess it was for the better? im not sure.. but i hope i wouldnt regret it.. need my life back.. i mean.. my former carefree self.. i just feel so uptight about a certain issue.. and i kinda "left" it unattended.. or on hold for sometime.. hoping to get over the matter... haiz.. i dunno.. it hurts.. but no pain no gain right?? maybe that certain sth may turn out to be really beautiful in the end.. like how all things are made beautiful in His time.. haha.. trying to cheer myself up.. so sorry about my crankiness.. but really?? do things ever reconciile???? or will they just merely be left alone in their solitary worlds? i certainly hope the latter will not happen.. but i guess.. everything IS possible.. just need the right time thats all.. yep.. well, didnt study in school today.. thought i may need a break.. really feel cornered and stress about my relationship.. and my studies... but keep it up!! never give up!! =)
signing out...
sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~natalie seah~
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
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