...You will find that life is still worthwhile...
If you just smile
Friday, January 14, 2005
we just finished the ACS International Orientation camp not too long ago. hehe.. it was really fun.. well.. at least it helped me keep myself occupied and keep me from thinking about other depressing stuff.. =)
well, was reflecting about how my year went in 2004... it was quite an emotional one for me. many ups and downs.. but one thing for sure.. what 2004 has helped me in is my relationship with God.. i guess. with so many things happening.. despite all the depressing moments.. God has never failed to be there for me.. i guess.. the lesson i learnt in 2004 is.. to always trust the Lord. i admit.. i tried to gain control over my relationship with certain people hoping that things can work out.. it has definitely affected my self confidence.. and my spritual well being in a negative way. i guess.. i tried to go against His will.. or maybe.. rushed into stuff that maybe i was even ready for.. or maybe it just wasn't the right time. and as for my new year's resolution.. i believe that would be to trust the Lord more and to always keep in mind that everything is planned. =)
Love....
ever wondered how one falls in love before? well, i have. haha.. some people fall in love.. because they find each other cute... others spend more time with one another and feel as though the other party compliments you.. others.. just simply pretend to fall in love with the other person because the other person can satisfy your needs.. some.. hha.. which is the super cliche one is the classic case of love at first sight...
so what is the true meaning of love or falling in love?
i still stand by my conviction that love is sth self sacrificial.. sth hopeful and sth thats filled with joy.. some may say im idealistic.. but its not a crime to be slightly idealistic right?? God gave us all the same ability to love.. why is it that some people are just so cynical about the whole notion of love? i think we should all just allow this special gift from God to blossom. be it to your family or friends. there's no limit to what love can do to an individual.. love can lead to one's happiness.. it can help to bring sunshine into someone else's life.. it helps us develop a deeper friendship with the people ard.. and best of all.. by allowing us to develop love for one another.. it can help us to understand God's love for us better too.
personally.. i treat love as a gift from God.. something that is sacred and precious. its sth that can be torn apart easily.. but also sth that can grow as well.. to all my brothers and sisters in Christ.. learn to use this gift wisely.. no matter how much pain sometimes love can bring to an individual.. always remember that it is a gift.. a precious gift from Him. and that we should honour Him by blessing other people with our love..
signing out for now...
-hui-
sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~Shopping List~
1.new working clothes!!!
~getting ready for a new phase in life~
1.organize my messy room and attic
2.plan for goals to achieve in life
3.reflection on the past 22years..
4.to lose weight.. arghh
5.to donate my clothes to the needy
~Wish List~
1.to keep in touch with all the new friends i have made
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
