...You will find that life is still worthwhile...
If you just smile
Thursday, April 27, 2006
and natalie's rambling continues...
have you ever wondered if you can fully forget someone?? that someone can be a friend. a best friend. or a past lover. or maybe a close relative.
everyone has their own good times and bad. for the good times, we will tend to feel nostalgic. for the bad, we tend to resort to feeling seeming kind of hatred, anger, fear and many people will tend to avoid.
yes.. physical distance is one thing. but what about the emotional and mental distance? can one fully say to another person that he or she does not have a lingering feeling for that person. could be a close relative that passed away. could be a friend that has moved overseas. or more commonly a break up. what about.. do you still feel alot for that particular thing that is missing in your life? if one were to be engaged with that sth again.. like be in touch. can you safely say that nothing will develop. things happen. nothing is impossible.
well, personally, i have learnt to become so numb about such things. like, life is too short to make yourself feel so miserable. and yes. everything is temporary. make the best out of it and treasure everything you have around you. never take them for granted. that's the reason why i act the way i do sometimes.. people may say that i am heartless. or insensitive. but i wouldn't say i don't feel for the matter. but rather. numb. whether or not this feeling develops. i am still numb. skeptical. cynical. basically, prepared for the worst. haha. and yes. it is human nature to protect oneself first before anything else. and to a certain extent. i believe that that is very impt in today's society. protect your own feelings and well being. because, if you are not happy, life is definitely meaningless. it will be filled with worry, fear. which are considered as sins.
i really don't know why i am writing whatever i am writing. but this is sth that i have been thinking about of late. *wonders* haha.. think this is really keeping me occupied man. like drowning myself in such thoughts. ahhh.. okie. think i shall just end it here.
sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~Shopping List~
1.new working clothes!!!
~getting ready for a new phase in life~
1.organize my messy room and attic
2.plan for goals to achieve in life
3.reflection on the past 22years..
4.to lose weight.. arghh
5.to donate my clothes to the needy
~Wish List~
1.to keep in touch with all the new friends i have made
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
