Wednesday, April 26, 2006
exams are over.. hahha.. =) but it ain't enjoyable.. can't enjoy it with so many of my friends.. many of them still have exams till next thurs.. bleah.. persevere k guys.. =)
made colin pissed over some comment i made... but i hope it aint the comment i am thinking about.. cause i was talking to someone else when i was on the line with you. hope that you'll cheer up.. push on for the rest of ur papers k.. fight hard.. sorrie if i made ya pissed.
well well.. so many things happened... hmm.. lets see... my roomie has moved out.. =( so sad.. thinking about the times i didnt spend with her.. and the times i could have spent with her.. and the times that she was there to counsel me.. or having casual girl talks we used to have is making me feel really nostalgic.. starting to miss her presence in this room. she would always be cheering me up with her melodious singing.. haha.. her casual whining about school.. waking me up every single morning for my classes.. whaha.. (shit.. nobody to wake me up already!!) educating me about the up to date chinese songs.. hey.. some songs are damn nice la! haha.. miss ya pei jie.. =) please keep in touch k...
with her moving out, it has made me realise how fast time flies. it was just a year ago.. when we went for hall foc camp.. haha.. coming back dirty and smelly.. we would always laugh and whine about the silly fun things we did in the day.. haha.. the cute guys.. whaha.. oh dear.. and list goes on.. also.. the exam periods.. looking at her study never fails to make me feel guilty man.. haha. we would always wake each other up from our naps.. making sure that we study.. haha.. counselling each other after every single crappy paper.. haha.. asking for advice.. blah blah.. =) man.. and guess what.. a year just flew past.. haiz.. honestly.. i feel that i took for granted that she will always be my roomie.. haha.. like how she would always be there waiting to talk to me in the room.. but now.. she is no longer here.. aiyoh.. i sound really emotional.. but seriously feeling damn sad.. haha.. nv thought that i would feel this way..
speaking about how time flies.. i read my friend's blog.. and something unfortunate happened to her.. haiz.. teared when i read what happened.. i really didnt know what to say.. went totally blank.. and it made me realise how temporal life is.. that one can just leave the world at any point in time.. like a calling or some sort.. haiz.. like how i have so many dear friends so close to my heart.. that i have neglected after coming to NTU.. people like chris.. the baba girls.. charmaine.. mervyn kor kor.. big bro andrew... the people who never failed to knock sense into me.. hehe.. if you realise .. have been blogging alot about friends of late.. i really feel that it is super duper impt.. and i really feel guilty for not spending time with them... haiz.. but you guys still never fail to remember to keep in touch with me.. and i thank you all for your patience.. =)
but i guess.. after much reflection.. really treasure the people around you.. your friends.. ur family.. your enemies.. aiyoh.. all sorts lah.. your homework.. hahha.. =) okie crappy.. but really.. relationships are realy impt..
oh well. think i have said much already.. this is a photo of me and pj!! haha.. me roomie and her parents.. my dearest jiao lians.. =)

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~natalie seah~
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
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