sUnsHiNe sMiLez ~natalie~

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

its like close to 2 am in the morning.. haha.. still studying for my IT quiz.. gotta do well man.. only scored a mediocre of 75% the last time.. arghh..one big problem of mine.. carelessness..

carelessness... haiz.. one thing that i have done ever since i came into NTU.. i carelessly neglected the friends that were closest to me from Pri.. Sec.. JC... just recently caught up with a few friends.. and of course.. besties that i have always been in contact with like charmaine.. alicia.. vinitha.. haha.. when u think bad about the times we shared.. the blood sweat and tears that we have shared.. those were the most enjoyable times.. still remember how we would gossip non stop about the teachers in school.. or even hang out with them..

not saying that i dont have good friends in NTU.. ntu has enlightened me by making me see things from a different point of view.. like how everything is not as glamorous as it seems.. haha..

come on.. i have to admit.. the feeling of being in AC.. the prestige.. i mean.. i was proud to be an ACSian.. and will continue to be proud.. the school spirit there is one that i will never forget.. everyone was united.. all proud to follow the famous motto " The Best is Yet to Be".. which is always true.. and it never fails to motivate me whenever i am down.. still remember the pain the council had to go through.. haha.. we were the smallest council.. and we did a FANTASTIC job.. still remember the greatest senior on earth.. the senior that never left ac.. ALEX LEE.. haha.. always putting a smile on everyone's face.. helping people out.. but.. that is one that i carelessly neglected too.. i guess.. to those that are closer to me.. i did that to avoid.. too afraid to face individuals about terrible things that happened in the past.. but i guess.. i have learnt to let go of that fear.. or stigma.. =) which is great! haha.. and i recently heard that alex and colin have given up trying to contact me.. haha.. eh! please don't "draw the lin".. extremely busy.. haha.. will make up for it during the hols k.. got a 3 months break.. along the way in AC.. i have gotten closer to a few other individuals.. like edward.. the people of 2aa1.. ade.. CHRIS!! haha.. esp christable christine vin sun alicia..

of course.. i will not forget the school spirit in stc.. =) miss those times.. where we fought hard and played hard together as a team.. that was reall sth.. hahha.. people like clara.. charmaine.. you guys are the best.. =) always been there for me even till this day.. haha.. but clara! do sth to meet up!!! haha.. miss ya like crazy girl.. =) still remember people like leslie.. man.. haha.. he was really sth.. never fails to remind me of "coach carter" haha.. besides the passion for the game.. one must still persevere to get good grades.. haha.. still remember how he thought me to study.. and guess what! haha.. he is going to be a daddy!! haha.. and who can forget.. all the st pats and sji era.. hahaha.. and acsi.. hahha.. man.. how we used to fight to get to go for games day.. or june camp.. hahha.. those were fun man.. and come to think of it its pretty silly.. haha.. but met people like justin.. people like mervyn!! andrew!!! (my brothers for life!!) hehe.. jie hua.. raph.. jw.. man.. u guys are great.. haha.. jie hua for always inviting me for outings.. hahha.. man.. i feel terrible lah!! keep rejecting u becos of sch work.. haha.. doink.. okie.. holidays go play tennis with u k! haha..

i guess. that's why i feel so empty at times.. i miss all these times.. my friends.. the people who shared so many good times and bad .. man..

ntu has been great as well! with people like karkiat and jeff who are my permanent proj group mates for the past 2 semesters.. lets pray we get into the same stream k.. then can be partners again.. haha... 'laona' and zinc.. who has never failed to be there.. zinc is the sweetest thingy on earth.. laona u are one lucky guy to have her.. treasure her and be good to her.. or else.. whahhaa.. kevin weiming.. haha. my good brothers from garnet .. prom nominees in hall.. haha.. wah honoured man.. haha.. got 2 suai ge ge.. haha.. and who can forget ... ANDY!!! haha.. he is one individual that never fails to listen to all my crap.. whining about jcrc work.. talking some sense into me.. the shoulder to cry on.. haha.. u are great man.. dont flirt too much! concentrate on ur studies!! whahha.. ;) just kidding.. hehe.. and also to colin.. always helping me out in driving my biz mag stuff.. for being my listening ear.. whaha.. nagging!! ahaha.

aiyoh.. ive written so much... but my point is.. u guys mean alot to me.. everyone of you.. and if i have neglected you in one way or another.. i really apologize.. i just want everyone of you.. that i still remember you guys.. haha.. dont give up trying to contact me k!! off and on please ask me out also! haha.. okie.. gonna continue to study.. =) feel much better wrting this out.. =)

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~