...You will find that life is still worthwhile...
If you just smile
Friday, June 09, 2006
its 4am in the morning.. just got back home.
met up with laona and zinc for a supposedly tea party session but it was closing early.. bleah. so decided to head down to nydc at HV. ahha.. met my buddy calvin from HWZ roadshow there. he seems to be a workaholic man.. working non stop. but good on ya. will defintely be successful man.
spoke about JCRC to laona and zinc. and mentioned to them about me running for JCRC prez. haha.. they were cool with it.. and even wanna join the committee.. haha.. looks like the committee will be super fun if they were in it! haha.. do think hard about it k? =) if i do get presidency.. will need all the talents i can get and support as well. ;)
as i drove back alone on the empty expressway.. i started to think about stuff. what i wanted to do in life. what unforeseen circumstances that will befold.. friends.. him..
have i really spent too much time with my friends? well, without friends.. i really dunno what i would do. they have always been my pillar of support whenever i am down besides my parents. with no siblings.. all my friends are regarded as my bros and sisters. people that i treasure and love. it is not hui without friends.
he went out with his buddies tonight. and i am happy that he did. at least he can vent his anger. frustration. and gain emotional support from his friends. i am sure i am the official b***h in his clique now. but if it helps him to feel better to bitch about me. i am happy. he even has a secret admirer writing on his blog now. hahah.. what a start. ;)
we kinda ended off with a rough conversation today.. about spending time. i dunno. i just feel that i am not treating him unfairly. haiz.. but i dunno..
well lets not dwell into that.. started to think about how to earn an income also. like tuition or sth.. just enjoy the feeling of having to have a source of income and working hard for it. and not just live off my parents. feel so indebted to them. parents have been giving me alot of freedom lately. letting me drive all alone. allowing me to stay out late. but i shan't take too much advantage of it. don't wanna destroy that trust.
planning things and starting to get busy again. exams coming next thurs. can't wait for it to be over. camps camps camps. love it when i am busy. at least i know i wont be doing nothing. feeling accomplished.
okie i think i am tired. will turn in now.
sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~Shopping List~
1.new working clothes!!!
~getting ready for a new phase in life~
1.organize my messy room and attic
2.plan for goals to achieve in life
3.reflection on the past 22years..
4.to lose weight.. arghh
5.to donate my clothes to the needy
~Wish List~
1.to keep in touch with all the new friends i have made
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
