...You will find that life is still worthwhile...
If you just smile
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
new school term resolution: studies first. everything else is secondary.
though i improved dramatically this sem from the last, my overall GPA still sucks. 0.2 points away to a second class LOWERS. arghh.. i have been slacking too much. whatever time i have i will dedicate it to my studies. this is scaring me.
what have i been doing this holidays? nothing. okie. maybe there was ipho, nbs foc stuff.. but that didnt take up most of my time. what have i been doing? really.. well.. i spent too much time going out i think. doodling around at home. doing NOTHING. i am just so pissed at myself. wasted so much time. i wasted so much of my studying time this special sem. and i know nuts about astro..
this is seriously a wake up call. i need to balance my time. i took for granted that i had alot of time. but i didn't.. i have 4 more semesters to buck up. play hard and study hard too. miss those stc days. where mr. leslie would push me to study. and i did well in the areas of academic and extra cirriculum.
need to get everything organized. my room is so messy. need to move into the new room soon. wont have much time later. have got no time to move which all the camps coming up.
i have to be disciplined. i have to and i ought to. haiz. some of you might know this fact about natalie seah hui huan. she's a perfectionist. and she is one person that wants everything to go on well. it used to. and slowly life seems messed up. ever since some part of jc.. played too much. now its time to buck up. get back to reality. and be that hui huan again. play hard and study smart and hard. what ever free time i must make sure i have completed some work before going out. otherwise no more going out for me.
i have to be the disciplinarian. the Mr. Leslie in my life.
sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~
~Shopping List~
1.new working clothes!!!
~getting ready for a new phase in life~
1.organize my messy room and attic
2.plan for goals to achieve in life
3.reflection on the past 22years..
4.to lose weight.. arghh
5.to donate my clothes to the needy
~Wish List~
1.to keep in touch with all the new friends i have made
mcs-->stc-->acjc-->ntu
business major
loves her family and friends
shopping and diet fanatic
motto:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you will get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will see the sun come shining through for you
