sUnsHiNe sMiLez ~natalie~

Sunday, May 28, 2006

hmm.. alot of things have happened throughout this week.. it started off with me feeling accomplished.. to feeling angry.. to feelng sad.. and to feeling a need to get back my life and to emotionally straighten things out..

okie.. so let's start off one by one.. well.. good news! i am now a qualified driver. haha. have been driving around for the past week. haha. went out with with colin for supper when i first started off.. and then i drove andy and christine for a shopping trip man! haha.. been practically driving everyday.. haha.. feeling more confident about driving.. =) definitely comfortable. haha. damn glad that my mum thinks that im a steady driver.. but i think andy would say otherwise. whaha.. always looking (well at least sometimes) paranoid when i stop at a traffic light or going through a hump. haha. but yeah.. he has been my navigator for the past week.. haha.. improved.. but still BAD! haha.. we nearly got lost when we were on our way to marina sq! haha. christine was like the "neutralizer" in the car.. haha.. a stressed out driver with a paranoid co driver. haha.. what a combination..

well.. another thingy that happened this week.. well. i broke up with colin.. haiz.. it was a really tensed situation.. but i really had to let it go. i couldnt go on lying to my dad.. lying to colin. and more so.. i couldnt go on staying in between trying to act as if nothing happened (being the person in between).. for most of you that know me well.. i can't lie for nuts. it shows when i do. hah. oh well.. too transparent for my own good.. at first it was very rough for both colin and i.. but now. we're friends.. and i am really thankful that we can still be friends. really. haiz.( colin.. thanks for making things easy for me to handle. know that you are hurting very much inside.. but will always be here if you need help to manage those feelings.. really thanks) just wanna thank my friends in hall for making things not awkward for the both of us too.. =) and for all your support and concern.

have been thinking about things. and so much has happened. suddenly i have an urge to get things back on track. to control my own life again. and to focus on my goals.. right now.. my life is still so uncertain.. i just feel that it isnt fair to drag anyone on board to travel this rough road and in the process hurt that person along the way.. gonna pull myself together..

gonna get my results soon. preparing for the worst. haha.

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Monday, May 15, 2006

haha.. went driving in the circuit today.. rusty rusty rusty.. well, at first only lah.. turned out okie after awhile.. haha.. so many 'obstacles' today man.. had a lady popping out of no where. AGAIN. and had this car parked a breast the double white line.. blah blah.. at least i know how to handle them now.. haha. arghh. so irritating..

my test is next mon.. gotta pass it man.. just gotta pass it.. ya know why? coz i'll get the car for the whole week. parents will be up in KL.. and i will be home alone!! haha.. mum alreay gave me permission to use her car.. ONLY and IF i pass.. oh God help me.. haha..

paully wolly good to hear from you again last night. hehe. okie.. meet up on fri with charm k? =) charm will be late. haha.. so just me and ya first.. gonna go for NBS FOC trial camp soon.. hahaha.. =) man.. a little tired.. not sure if i'm hyped up enough to go.. but oh well. just for the night.. and tmr is going to be another long long day.. meeting up with the great eastern peepz at night together with the jcrc. =)

thanks for the reminder to lose weight andy.. haha.. keep pushing me man! haha. and yes we have to head down to the gym together.. haha.. get christine along too! she wanna keep fit too! haha.. =) alright. me gotta pack my camp stuff now.. haha.. -tired-

ahh!! can't wait for sat!! haha.. playing badminton with chris, ade and jas! whaha.. can't wait ..can't wait ..can't wait ..can't wait... ahaa..

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Sunday, May 14, 2006

today's mother's day..

haha.. and man was it crowded at american club or what. =) there was free flow of champagne and strawberries.. haha.. followed up wth some really delicious boutique chocolates. and silly nat has once again drank champagne on an empty stomach.. haha.. was a little tipsy.. but was okie.. and yes i was composed. was not doing any stupid dance or anything. haha..

anyway.. =) after lunch went shopping with my parents. went to ck tang.. man.. so many things to buy! arghh.. haha.. can't wait to get my new room.. so that i can decide what to do with it.. haha.. hopefully i can get the room of my choice.

watching oprah primetime on starworld now.. and today's topic is about women's sexuality and identity. like how young girls like to imitate pop stars and you know.. people like paris hilton.. jessica simpson.. blah blah.. they interviewed pink man.. and she is so cool!! =) she said this "stupid= wasting your oppotunities to become who you are" i thought the statement was powerful. like to be true to your heart.. and true to yourself. true to what ya believe in. think many times.. we try to conform to what people expect us to be.. hmm.. yeah i think ya know what i'm talking about. =)

so gonna buy pink's new cd man. hehe. =)

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Saturday, May 13, 2006

wow! so much to update!! hehe.. haven't had the time to blog at all. =)

alright... just started astro class.. haha.. the teacher is like super funny lah.. quite enjoyable listening to him in class. the cracks the lamest jokes ever man! anyway, astro=physics.. learning all the physics law.. newton's law.. =S haha.. starting to learn formulas too.. oh dear.. haha.. after not seeing or touching any science topics for so long.. haha.i am super rusty.. bleah..

we also celebrated Zinc's bdae on tuesdae! haha.. it was all the way at changi chalet.. hahha.. the journey there was super long.. stayed over at the chalet with zinc and laona.. haha.. played mahjong the whole night.. and watch 'the quest' haha.. well.. the movie was okie.. but not wat i expected though.. ahha.. there was alot of you know.. erm.. "exposure" of the human body.. and yeah.. haha.. and about this guy's quest to find a girl to you know... alright.. haha.. shall leave out the details.. haha.. oh.. mahjong was so fun!! haha.. beginner's luck i tell you.. won this time around.. but laona was the biggest winner.. haha.. =)

oh yeah! went to wala wala with andy and colin on wed night.. haha.. after having dinner at my fav XO Fish Slice noodles store at holland drive area.. haha.. man! damn nice! =) it was andy's first time trying it.. haha.. it was colin's first tme to wala wala.. the band was super good.. 'timmy' is the band's name if i ain't wrong.. haha.. they play at timbre's on fridays and wala wala on wed! do check them out k! they are super good! met bradley at wala wala as well.. haha.. =)

okie.. so moving on to thursdae!! haha.. met up with my 'sisters' haha.. had a sleep over over at my place.. it was really fun..!! hehe.. went to NBS bash together.. and went together with vin and sun's friend, michelle. hehe.. she's really sociable and fun to be with man! hehe.. should have taken more photos! =) anyway.. the music over at momo was okie.. haha.. a little disappointing at the end.. all this trance.. bleah.. expected it to be more r&b instead.. haha.. but it's the company that matters righto? ;) went to adam's for a light supper before going back.. had the famous mutton soup and roti john.. and our dearest ali was so tired that she was practically sleep drinking talking and walking when we got back home.. hahha.. so funny.. let's go play badminton or tennis next k? =) haha.. here are some shots taken from our sleep over.. hehe.

haha.. and on fridae.. slept the whole day man.. was super shagged.. haha. and the weather was so conducive for sleeping. haha.. =) ah well.. sleep is an asset... always remember that.. haha.. that's what the exams taught me. =)

mother's day is coming up... man havent really decided what to do. alright!! until next time! hehe..

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Monday, May 08, 2006

went out with the garnet foc committee todae.. haha.. it's my first meeting with them after replacing evelyn.. hah.. really excited to fulfill this role! had dinner at ding tai feng. =) and celebrated kok yew's birthdae! ru ying baked this really nice cake.. tastes abit like cheese cake.. ;) oh well! haha.. we're gonna have our trial camp next week.. oh.. busy busy..

had dinner the other day with ade chris ed jas and toshi.. hahha.. ade's mum made really delicious pork chop.. ade made baked potatoes.. jas made tiramisu.. chris brought in 5 tubs of ben and jerry's.. and i made fruit salad.. haha.. there was obviously alot to eat.. haha.. =) but i had a really fun time watching les choristes and playing card games!! haha.. ed got me hooked to dai di.. and goldfish man.. ahaha.. do teach me bridge the next time round we meet k? =) yeah man..

alrighty.. here are some snap sots we took at ding tai feng.. haha.. astro class tmr at 930am.. oh.. wish me luck.. haha..

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Sunday, May 07, 2006

went over to check out my malaysia apartment today with my parents.. well, according to the tenant, some things were faulty.. so went as a family to check it out.. and i was impressed with the development.. it was really well maintained.. it's still the pleasant,cosy place i last saw 5years ago.. honestly, i expected it to be really run down.. haha..

anyway!! thats not the impt point.. haha.. my day has been quite eventful.. haha.. mostly with the causeway checkpoints actually. when we went there.. the whole place was swarmed with cars.. so as usual.. we queued up behind and all.. and when we came to the malaysian check point, my dad 'fortunately' chose a lane that was so so 'fast'.. hahah.. my whole family estimated that maybe 20-30cars passed us and we were still parked at the same spot!! we were not even crawling.. haha.. dad got irritated.. but he didnt change lanes.. then.. when we were second in line to the counter, we waited there for like a century i tell you.. he took half an hour to check the passports of the car infront of us.. God knows how long he took for the rest of the cars .. it's no wonder why the queue didn't move... and then...

my whole family started scrutinizing the guy.. initially i thought, optimistically, like maybe the guy was cute.. that's why everyone didnt want to move.. on the contrary.. sigh.. he wasnt handsome.. and he was really big.. haha.. dad was so irritated.. so after we moved off.. he was like bitching non stop. and that was the first time ive seen my dad bitch.. haha.. he must have been so so irritated.. haha..

okie. so that's part one.. now for part two.. when we were on our way back home.. haha.. we got retained at the malaysian check point.. for what? cause they accused my dad of not paying his income taxes in malaysia.. but wth.. we have been staying in spore for like 14years!!! and we dont work in spore.. it was ridiculous.. and the sum was not small.. if i am not wrong.. RM19 k worth of money is involved here.. adui.. and they said we couldnt go back to spore.. i was like.. HUH? felt like a prisoner in my own country.. haha.. then the guy allowed us to bribe him to let us go back.. -_-" yeah.. and yes i am back home.. in SPORE.. haha..

what a day i tell you.. watching the elections.. haha.. find it exciting.. and i am honestly amazed at how strong the opposition party is... but after listening to their speeches, i realize how important impression is through your physical appearance, your voice, the way you speak.. hmm.. the power of words.. *wonders*

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Friday, May 05, 2006

wah!!! i just realised how close my driving test date is! haha..

just went for my first driving lesson after my exams! haha.. oh goodness gracious.. i was so rusty! R-U-S-T-Y! rusty! haha. can still drive lah.. and for those of you who's wondering if i stalled my engine.. the answer is NO!! hahah.. i aint that bad k.. haha.. havent driven for such a long time (1 1/2 months) haha. come on cut me some slack.. ;)

okie.. well well.. just watched mission impossible 3 with colin yesterdae.. it was great! haha.. the story line is twisted man.. haha.. well, at least i found it exciting.. go catch it if ya have the time.. good show!

bought this really funky clock as well.. it changes colour every 2 seconds.. heheh.. damn funky lah! share with ya what it looks like ..

cool right..?? hahha.. loving it man.. =) alrighty.. i am gonna rush off to prepare stuff for the gathering later before ade kills me for being late.. whaha.. okok.. later!

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Thursday, May 04, 2006

met up with my 2 dearest brothers today! though it was a short meeting (cause all of us were rushing back to watch american idol) it was still enjoyable. =) saw andrew in action making our drinks over at coffee bean.. =) haha.. somehow the drinks seem to taste better don't you agree mervyn? haha..

caught up alot with mervyn.. but have yet to catch up with andrew man.. meet up when you're not busy working k? =) it was great meeting you both.. and mervyn.. im holding on to your promise to teach me squash yeah? whaha.. i'll pray that you will have patience with me when you do teach me.. whaha.. and drew.. it was really great talking to ya again.. after so so long.. stay charming the both of you.. =)

here are some photos of what we did today.. haha.. actually mostly fooling around with the camera taking photos of the handsome guy at the counter.. whaha.. i wonder who that is.. ;)

here are the photos taken with some of my closest gal pals from ac on labour day.. hehe..

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

haha.. have been spending some quality family time of late.. hehe..i've been shopping and cooking with dad.. and have been pretty busy learning the game of mahjong from the pros.. (aka. my mother and my granny) haha.. so so fun!! =) and i aint that bad.. whaha.. won a few games all by myself.. starting to get the hang of it. =) feels good to bond with the family..

oh! just an update.. haha.. i've replaced my friend to take up the role of one of the 3 gls (orientation group leader) for the nbs foc camp. haha.. well well.. looks lke its going to be a busy holiday for me again. haha.. weiming and eugene and i are ogls.. ru ying is the cgl.. haha.. cool people to work with man.. GARNET rocks! =) gonna make our juniors the best og yet again righto? ;)

alrighty.. so so so.. if ya ever need any tickets to our nbs bash this coming 11th may.. do approach me k. =)

met up with some of my classmates on mondae.. haha. ali sun vin christabel.. christine. went bowling.. and played stuff over at ali's place.. hehe.. yup! had a great time man.. =) gonna have another round of fun next week righto!! this time movie marathon.. and maybe badminton? hehe.. =) come on.. i wanna see whether christabel can whack man.. hehe.

hmmm.. are there anymore updates? can't think of any for now.. signing off.

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

wanna' dance and let hair down down in one of the hottest and most exciting clubs in town? yup.. it's club MoMo...!! haha..

NBS invites you to join us in one of the most highlighted events of the year.. it is a bash not worth missing!! =) bring your friends along with you!! doesn't matter if you're not in NBS.. just come and join in the fun!! enjoy the good music.. great company and the list goes on!!

the details of the event are as follow:

Venue: Club MoMo
Time: after 10pm
Ticket Price: $15

do message me if you are interested!! if ya don't have my number.. just tag me on my tag board k? =) thanks man!!

sUnsHiNe sMileZ ~nat~